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As time went on, I realized my words were no longer being sent out into the ether or even just written for myself….no, I was writing for an audience of One. Literally, I was writing my prayers…my intimate, soul-bearing communication with God. I would write. He would listen. I would pour out some more until I had nothing left to say and He would comfort me and all of my young girl emotions. Even then, I knew He was right there.
overnight no prescription Orlistat 120 mg I was introduced to Jesus at an early age…so I feel like I’ve known Him my whole life. But, it was only when I became a mom for the very first time that I began to catch a glimpse of the love He has for me. As I held my firstborn in my arms during those first few moments of his life, the weight of God’s Love came crashing down upon me. If I could love this tiny little baby as much as I do, imagine the kind of Love He must have for us.
And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ,and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Ephesians 3:17-19
This tiny miracle in my arms was a gift of God’s Love…a beautiful way to help me understand the love my Heavenly Father has for me. I cannot truly fathom how wide and long and high and deep God’s love is…but I do http://abrahan-pipe.com/?mimi=%D8%A7%D9%84%D8%B4%D8%B1%D9%83%D8%A7%D8%AA-%D8%AE%D9%8A%D8%A7%D8%B1-%D8%AB%D9%86%D8%A7%D8%A6%D9%8A&e56=1b know somehow that He does, even though my own understanding of it is limited by my human nature. But in my heart, where Jesus resides through the Holy Spirit….I know this Love. He also goes by the name, Hope.
It was also at this time that I began feeling desperate for friendship. As a young girl, I’d always had friends, but my awkward and unsure self struggled to really connect with others like I wanted to. The me on the inside just never seemed to be able to come out and match the me that everyone else saw. I felt different and struggled with the voice inside that told me I was destined for a lifetime of loneliness. Since before having children, I had been praying that God would bring me a friend, a sister I could share my life with. I even wondered about specific people and would ask, “Is she the friend you’re going to give me, God?”…only to be told no over and over again.
investire in opzioni binarie pdf sonia salerno I was lonely. Never in my life had I felt more desperate to be known or understood than when I became a mom. Life wasn’t simple anymore. But, I feared that because I was a “let’s get below the surface chatter so we can dive deep into the heart of God and all things truly important” kind of girl, that maybe, just maybe I’d hoped for something too big. But still…I kept on praying and talking it out with God within the pages of my journals. I knew there had to be something more.
Shortly after the birth of our second son, I signed up for a Women’s Bible Study at our church, just hoping I could get my tired self out of the house and meet some other moms. It was lovely. Simply being in a room filled with other women praising God in song, sharing our hearts and prayer requests was amazing. I truly needed that and I was so thankful.
When we began our study, it became clear that more leaders were needed so we could break into smaller groups. The woman sitting next to me with her newest baby girl offered to lead. There was something about her that I was drawn to. She had a depth to her that I craved. And something in me was moved to reach out. So, I said a quick prayer and told her that if she needed help leading, I’d be happy to do it with her. She graciously accepted and my heart sang.
A week or so after that, I received a card in the mail from my new friend, Jenny. I quickly realized she was like me…a weary mamma, desperate for a deep and honest connection, in the throws of toddler-hood and adjusting to life with a new little one. She needed to be known, to be understood and to have a friendship deeply rooted in Christ…just like me.
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I don’t believe loneliness is a waste. God is our Redeemer and if He allows us to go through seasons that feel lonely, it’s because He’s teaching us how to cling to Him, the person who is Jesus who wants to meet us in our mess. He IS the One who “gets us” most, the One who knows us best and understands us like no other. When we can cling to Jesus as our best friend, our Hope…THEN the friendships HE brings into our lives will be rooted in Him and based on Truth. They will be the sisters who point us back to Jesus every single time, love us even when it’s hard and do life with us through each season of life. And those sorts of friendships are rare and precious gifts.
Moms, it takes a real step of faith to open ourselves up and be vulnerable to God, to pour our hearts out to Him and ask for the desires of our hearts. But it is so worth the reward of a deeper relationship with Him and with others. I have been in absolute awe and thanksgiving over all of you who took that leap of faith to join us here for the Hope for the New Year book club. Connecting here with each of you in real and honest ways has been such a joy and a gift to me. I hope and pray that you will continue to walk with us here as Brooke and Stacey have some things planned for the future. Amazing things happen when we weary moms walk together. Let’s keep pressing on, ladies, setting our eyes on Him and putting our Hope in Jesus.